Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Drowning: Created 12-19-08

Swimming in feelings

And drowning in fear

From these terrible dealings

With death drawing near



With hatred and sorrow

I feel trapped in this cage

As I wait for tomorrow

While drowning in rage



Swallowed in madness

With no hope in sight

Slowly drowning in sadness

As these walls close in tight



Getting crushed by this weight

Getting too hard to breathe

I’m drowning in hate

As my life slowly leaves



You reach for me slowly

The darkness finally leaves

No longer drowning or lonely

You set my soul free

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

A quick word to everyone

Ok, so I just thought I should say that I don't care if anyone reads my poems or if anyone comments on them...just no mean comments please...and yes I know there aren't many but I'm mostly a story kind of girl. I would also like to ask that no one steals any of my poems because I worked hard on those and they represent what I was feeling at the time that I wrote them. But really the only reason I'm posting them on this website is in case my computer crashes, again, and I lose my USB. So please just be considerate, and don't try to take credit for my work. Thank you.

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Why (Created 10-15-09)

Why am I falling into depression


Why am I sinking into sadness

Why am I drowning in this darkness

Why am I fighting to reach the light



Why is it hard for me to breathe

Why is it I’m slowly falling into madness

Why is it all I feel is pain

Why is it I feel so lost and lonely



Why do I feel like no one loves me

Why do I cause others to feel the same

Why do I feel like I’m a burden

Why do I pretend like I don’t care



Why can’t I make everyone happy

Why can’t I do what’s expected of me

Why can’t I ignore what others think about me

Why can’t I find where I belong



Why am I always taking my stress out on others

Why is it I don’t just shut up and do what I’m told

Why do I feel like a lifeless corpse

Why can’t I find a reason to be alive

Sadness (Created 8-12-08)

This sadness I feel


The pain in my heart

The reaper who kills

And tears my insides apart



Swallowed in fear

And feeling this pain

I can tell it is near

From this everlasting rain



This sadness I feel

I don’t know what to do

This feels so unreal

I don’t want to lose you



In this horrible pain

In this terrible madness

I’m trapped in this rain

In an ocean of sadness

Can't Be Saved (Created 1-26-09)

Swimming in madness

With no hope in sight

As I fall into sadness

And turn out the lights



Feeling so lonely

And screaming in hate

I sit wishing if only

But I know it’s too late



As I’m drowning in rage

That no one can see

I feel trapped in a cage

Barely able to breathe



Slowly losing my mind

And coming undone

My thoughts are unkind

But I still tell no one



With no one to save me

I’m ending it all

For these people around me

All caused me to fall